something is wrong... something is reali wrong... but wats wrong? i dunno.... but i wish to neo.. i just noe that something is wrong... (eh....i tik if i continue to say "something is wrong" i will be something wrong also!!) hahahaha!! tis kind of feeling is not nice.. dun like it.. feel so lost..duno wat to do.. but i'm glad that i can rely on God :) now... i juz wanna commit everything to God..& i feel so secured.. only in Him..i am secure..God.. be with me!! i reali need God.. walking with God,i always feel so safe.. hehe! amen!! anyay..skool re-open ler.. kinda sian?? but anyway..thats life! :) lotsa hmwk! :( easter is coming!!!! i wan breakthrough!!! anyway, christianity is not abt hitting goals...its abt relationship with God.. :) amen? but hor.... of coz still need to have compassion for ppl lar!!how can u love God when u dun love ppl?? diao~ haha... u noe, e worse thing is to do something that u dun even noe y.. ya? coz i went to my granny's 1st year death aniversary... & its reali alot of chanting... all my cousins cant help it & they begin to chit chat!! haha... & here i am taking photo of myself again! haha!(cant imagine rite? ppl chanting..i am taking photo *post*) hahaha!!den after that they do lots of things or kinda ritual.. when i ask my cousin :"y muz do this??" none of them noe y r they doing wat they are doing... i ask my relatives...none of them noe... wow.. lots of question mark in my head...& i begin to feel like a fool.. haha! doing things that i dun even noe wat on earth am i doing... it feels so terrible ! haha... den i begin to tik... "no wonder ppl fall away & their reason is.."i am too tired..too stress..blah blah.." coz they dun noe e value mah.. & mayb they feel terrible also!! so....as a leader..we need to teach e word of God!!amen!! we gotta noe why we do wat we do!!! if not....wat have u been doing?? diao~ haha..

---BLESSINGS---
`Fall asleep in e bus.... *long journey* & God woke me up!! juz at e rite timing... if not i will miss e stops again!!~
`as usual..so blur... i was waiting for bus *w/o realising that i was at e wrong side of bus stop* but thanx God!! (if i take 240,i muz cross e road to reach hm,if i take 246,i need not to cross e road to reach hm.. but i forget!! i tot that both 240 & 246 are travelling at e same direction) thanx God that He sent 246, if not if 240 come 1st, i will definalty take it & ended up in Jp again!!)
`not punished by tchers~

---God can give me rest...peace that i always wanted..& comfort me.. :)---

---Jesus, i love u lots.......... nv will i leave..nv will i give up...i want to be a overcomer!!noe that when i see e cross, i was reminded that you have the victory...if i follow ur cross...i am not going to fail!!---